I couldn't even imagine having my life that fck'd up at your age. Jesus!
Oh really. I have recovered nicely, I think. I could probably put down a nice down payment on a condo near beach in 2 or 3 years if I want without breaking bank. I will be fine. I should have just been better at this point in my life. I know this.
The good life starts end of May tho. I can do a lot of things with 30k a year to play with and it's gonna to double in 4 years. I am the type of man who could build a small fortune with that. I think I have a chance at least. 20-25 years of that. Would you bet against me?
That's what's gonna be sad for my ex is where we both are in 20 years. She has rheumatoid arthritis too and who knows what her health will be. I would have stuck by her side too forever and treated her good if she wasn't such a horrible wife. I grew to resent her so ... not just finances but she treat me like 2Nd fiddle and less important than other and use a b1tchy tone to me at home for now reason some time ... to point where I told her more than once I don't like that. I so don't need to be around that.
Who knows what the future will bring, but I have my health so far and am fit and I think my future looks much brighter than hers and for sure much brighter than it would have been with her by my side.
Plus I can get hot women. I could have a lot of fun if I wanted. I have been given rave reviews in bed too, lol.
So life is good no?