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I'm very sad because one of my best friends passed away and her funeral is tomorrow. I hadn't been there for her like I should have been and now it's too late. I feel very guilty and I will be going to her service tomorrow, but I wish I had done better. I can't get a do over because death is final. Her kids want me to sing at her service and I will. I will be there in any way I can for her children and grandchildren, but I wish I had been there for her more than I was. I haven't been this sad in many years. You know why?  Because she was with me during the darkest time of my life and I wasn't there for her.
I have needed to say this for two days now and I never said it on Facebook and I have not said it aloud.  I picked this place because nobody knows me. I'm so sad. I posted a video about changing spark plugs. I did watch it and I may try to change my spark plugs, but I guess I was trying to stop myself from making this post. I think I will listen to a song she always used to get me to sing for her. I am going to make myself actually feel this pain and if I could cry maybe I would feel better....so Donna here is Grandpa by the Judds.

Misty, I am so sorry for your loss of a friend..I think we as people.get busy with life and sometimes just think there is another day we can get with our friend. My thoughts and prayers are with you and her family. 

I'm sorry for your loss Misty.

Thank you Pete. I think you knew her sister, and I am pretty sure you knew her ex brother- in- law.

Thank you for this kind reply. I think you're right that we get busy and think we have more time. Old as I am, you would think I would learn by now. But, I haven't. Have a good day.

So very true and you would think the older we get, we would learn to put time aside but it seems in today's world, we don't. 

Good night everyone.

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Awfully sleepy tonight, and these darn eyeballs just won't stay closed!👀

So you sleep with your eyes opened?

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