I'm pushing 200 lbs , I don't like that weight.
I have no idea how I am not over 200. I have been a mess since I broke up with my girl and drinking 5 days a week, even if some of those days are light. I have learned, after 2 tall boy voodoo rangers, on an empty stomach, I need to switch to mic ultra. They sell 3 packs of tall boys. That's too much on an empty stomach.
I drink more than I should, but have no problems going cold turkey. I just have to want to.
When I get done with my fitness program and drink again, if I just cut out the drinking at home by myself, I'd be good.