I use to be very mean spirited and I would get revenge or die trying, but I try to keep walking with God now and I seek his guidance. Sometimes I have to really pray about this, because by nature I am very confrontational and it goes against who I am not to fight back. About 10 years ago, I had to burn several journals I had kept. I did want my kids to ever read them. I still write in my journal v=every day, but it is rather boring and nothing in them would send me to jail.
I don't hold grudges now either. I used to think people do not change. I was wrong. People can change and I know that for sure.
Huh, you and I were the exact opposites when young, and now regarding religion. lol
I’ll touch on this later. ✌️