You need a woman , Tish fits that bill.
I need a nap and to get some of my projects done. I may not even try to date until next year. It will be a distraction. I don't even really enjoy the process of dating today, with online dating, and trying to find someone new. It has its advantages, but it was so much easier meeting girls naturally when I was younger, just going out or hanging out. They would approach me, even if I was taken.